Weird Dream

For once, an entry is about me. I had a crazy dream last night, and it does concern GusH. There are so many aspects to my dream. I remember bits and pieces, but nothing is in a clear chronological order.

One of those bits and pieces is Gus and Harley...alone together. And the reason I'm writing about it here is so I don't forget it. GusH went on some kind of trip; they arrived at their small, cozy hotel room wherever it was. I think they were vacationing in the tropics, but I'm not sure. What I do know is what they did when they got there... As soon as the door was shut, Gus wanted Harley all to himself. Gus was in the mood for some lovin', but Harley thought they should unpack and then venture out. Gus had none of that; he wanted Harley so bad. And before you know it they are kissing and their clothes are coming off.

I recall there being a significance to the window blinds not being closed, so that's what makes me think they were on an island with a patio, a walkway, or the beach right outside their room (meaning anyone could look in). But Gus convinced Harley to ignore everything and focus of him. I have an image in my head... I remember seeing them sitting on the bed with the covers getting pulled back; Gus was shirtless and working on getting Harley's shirt off. They were kissing wildly as Gus layed down, pulling Harley on top of him.

That's it for that part; I didn't see anything else sex-wise. But I saw a little bit of afterglow. I don't remember much of it, though. I know I saw GusH in bed together, if only when Harley wanted to get up and get dressed before someone walked past their room.

The rest of my dream isn't important. It was alright, but not as exciting as GusH. I can't remember the last time I had a really good GusH dream, especially one where kissing and sex were involved. So, I woke up happy this morning!

Another Split Is To Come

I think this is the most personal blog at this point because of what just happened TODAY.

I still haven't recovered.

Gus overheard Dinah talking to Mallet, and she mentioned the one-nighter between Mallet and Harley. And BAM, my whole world and Gus's whole world are down the drain! Gus was angry throughout the rest of the show; it was really painful. I don't know how he managed to be in the same room as Harley and Mallet.

Let me just say that I knew GusH were getting their vows renewed today and that Gus would find out the truth this week. But I did not expect him to find out BEFORE the vow-renewal. So, I thought that today would be a romantic yet bittersweet show, knowing sadness is around the corner. And I was shocked to see Gus go through the vow-renewal while having the awful truth on his mind.

Now back to the moment Gus found out... You know how angry he was? He was SO angry that he crushed a glass in his bare hands! He so didn't want anything to do with Harley once she showed up. She fixed up his hand, even though he wanted to do it himself. Then there was talk about Phillip and Gus was jealous of seeing Harley with Mallet. He tried getting her alone but couldn't. At this point I wondered how on Earth do they get their vows renewed?! Well, low and behold a minister/priest/whatever-you-call him appeared for Alan and Beth, but they had gone home. So, he was there, the flowers were prepared, and the food was ready. Why not get married again? Harley loved the idea, but of course Gus wasn't so thrilled. I guess he got talked into it 'cause before you know it GusH were wearing the proper attire and standing together in front of the minister.

Gus could barely get through the ceremony. Harley's vows were so beautiful and heartfelt. Gus kinda stumbled through his, bringing up the mistakes of when he was gone months ago. But the ceremony happened, albeit not so romantically as I hoped it would be. Harley was such a happy bride, but Gus was still pained. I still can't understand how/why he went through with re-marrying her; he shouldn't want to be with her or even see her face. I guess he loves her so much and just couldn't ruin the ceremony. Maybe he wasn't sure what to do, so he went along with it. Maybe he wasn't ready to confront Harley and end the happiness. Maybe, maybe, maybe...

What occurred next was unbelievable! I'll admit...that I've always wanted to see a hot, wild GusH sex scene. In fact just recently I was thinking about it and wishing we'd get one some day. But today... Gus's anger fueled everything, and the sex was something I've never seen before. It was completely raw. Gus had to take his anger out somehow. Desire mixed with anger = rawness. And frustration was written all over his face. I wonder what Harley was thinking/feeling since she wasn't full of rage. This sex scene was quite unexpected; I certainly didn't think we'd get one under these cirumstances. Yes, we got raw GusH sex, but Gus was in pain on the inside and Harley was feeling the opposite. So, it seemed pretty brutal.

But the saddest, most heartbreaking thing was the very last scene. Gus went down stairs, started drinking, and popped a pill. With the difficult detox he went through with Harley, it's devestating to see him back on pills. Everything they did went down the drain today. I know he had said he was still struggling, but today he actually downed a pill. That's when I cried the most. I was a wreck through the whole show, but the tears really started pouring during that final scene.

And I'm still not over it. The hurt, anger, and sadness is still inside me. You can see the depression on the outside too. Now don't worry about me. Writing this entry really helps; getting all this out puts me at ease.

But this is only the beginning... Once Gus confronts Harley with what he knows, that's when things will completely explode. For them it'll be anger; for us it'll be tears. Their next split/break-up is upon us. And it won't be pretty.

Now allow me to express some rage. As much as I like Harlet...

WHY DID HARLEY HAVE TO SLEEP WITH MALLET?
SHE'S RUINED EVERYTHING! :(

Sweet Reunion

Wasn't Gus and Harley's reunion SO wonderful?! OMG, it was perfect!

Ok, I know it happened, like, over a month ago. But how can I not write about it? I am a GusHer!

When Harley turned and saw Gus, tears poured out of every GusH fan. Their first moments together were sweet and emotional. They started getting familiar with one another again...until the guard came thru and pointed a gun at them. How very protective of Gus to have Harley behind him; no matter what he's been through, it's always about his girl. Of course GusH beat the guard, proving how physically strong they are together.

I loved that Gus wanted to be alone with Harley, and I loved that Harley brought Gus to their house! Even though it's STILL unfinished, it's a private, romantic place for them. One of the magazines said they'd be nervous with each other, and they were. It wasn't painfully obvious, but you could tell. They had not been together in 3 months, so it was really nice that they took time to just talk...

Harley: "And even though I couldn't be with you physically, even though I couldn't um... touch you, or hear your voice calling me from one of the rooms in this house, your spirit ran through me like blood through my veins, and that was enough."

They got to know each other again. Each said what they went through while missing the other. And they went thru a range of emotions - the major one going from anger to passion. Harley railed Gus for leaving her but stopped and started showing some love. I guess she realized that: it doesn't matter anymore; Gus was tortured as much as she was; she should focus on being happy to have Gus back. And just like that, they were 'gettin' it on' on a blanket set up on the floor...shirts off, pants undone, kissing heavily...

Harley: "You know, while you were gone I couldn't breathe. It was like there was air in my lungs, but a bulldozer was pushing it down. Now I can finally breathe again."
Gus: "Well, that's a good thing. Because that will enable me to take your breath away."

Too bad they were interupted TWICE! Mallet just don't get it when Harley says she's fine and can take care of herself. Good thing she got him to leave. Then GusH talked some more, in which you could see that they weren't nervous anymore, and picked up where they left off...

Harley: "You have no idea the stuff you've missed since you've been gone. But right now...all I see is you."
Gus: "Is that right?"
Harley: "All I want is you."

And then the most beautiful love scene shined before our very eyes. Can't say it was the best GusH love scene, but I'm pleased with what we got. Their weding song, "There You Are" by Martina McBride, played, which makes the song even more special. GusH went slow, re-discovering each other and being careful with Gus's leg. And slow is very sexy... My favorite parts are: Harley kissing Gus's neck, Gus kissing Harley's back & neck, and Gus unhooking Harley's bra & slipping the straps off her shoulders. So, yes, of course the hottest parts are also the best parts.

The afterglow was even better since they were obviously quite familiar with one another again. Afterglows are just as wonderful as love scenes; it's always great to see Gus and Harley under sheets knowing they're naked and they just made love. This particular time was their sweetest yet! Harley told Gus about Valentine's Day (see 'A Valentine's To Remember' entry) and said it would be great to "go back and undo everything we messed up". But Gus, being the romantic that he is, said, "I think we should concentrate on the here and now." And the "here and now" meant being together and loving each other...

Harley: "Welcome home, Aitoro."
Gus: "It's good to be home. It's good."
Harley: "I love you."
Gus: "You do? I love you, too."

*BIG SIGH* Best GusH reunion EVER!!! And actually, I think it's their only reunion. If it's not, then it is certainly their most important. :)

Check out the wallpaper I made for the occasion:

All Wired Up

I know it's over a month later and I should have wrote about this sooner, but... Think back to February 23...outside Company...which turned out to be a great day for Harleteers...

Mallet and Harley were getting ready for their first case since she returned to the police force. They were doing that funny bickering thing, which in their case is flirting. Sure, nothing romantic happened, but there was serious sexual tension.

Remember what started the tension?

Harley: Mallet, I'm all yours.
Mallet: Great. Unbutton your blouse.

And the heat just esculated from there! Harley wasn't too keen about it, but before you know it, her shirt was 100% unbuttoned while Mallet wired her. He was all around her; they definitely looked like they could have been in a compromising position. And if you're a Harleteer, you could tell they both liked it. What's amazing is that they kept doing it while Harley talked to Dinah on the phone. To them nothing was going on, but to Harleteers sex was written all over them!

Allow me to point out a few hot things:
* Mallet touching her waist and being right at the start of her jeans
* Mallet seeing her completely unbuttoned...aka...seeing her bra
* Mallet glancing right at her breasts
* Harley smiling a lot and telling Dinah her first day on the job is "not so bad either".

Their actions and nonverbal cues spoke much louder than their words since they only talked about their case. So, thank God for nonverbal communication because everything they did was so HOT! I almost can't believe nothing further happened between Harlet, but they were focused on their job and were RIGHT OUTSIDE Company. It's unbelievable no one, especially her family, caught/saw them!

Either way, sexual tension filled the atmosphere; it's obvious if you've seen it with your own eyes. I loved every second of Harley getting wired up! Who would've thought that could be such an arousing process? It might have been a cheap thrill and false hope, but I'll take whatever Harlet stuff TPTB give us.

Forever Deprived!

What is the most common occurrence on soap operas?

WEDDINGS!!

Peoples marry each other all the time! There are marriages of convenience, accidental/unwanted marriages (mainly due to drunkenness), green card & trust fund marriages, etc. But of course there are people who are in love and marry because they want to spend the rest of their lives together. Those couples deserve and ultimately get the lavish wedding of their dreams. But what’s the other thing our favorite supercouples usually get?

A honeymoon?
Well, no, not always. Some couples don’t have time or money for one. Some couples have one months later. And some just head off to their destination without looking back, and the damn honeymoon is never even shown.

What I’m talking about is…a wedding night! All lovey-dovey newlyweds should have one, right? And besides the wedding, fans want to see a sexy, romantic wedding night for their couple. And it has nothing to do with the honeymoon half the time. A wedding night is something special that shows a couple’s private celebration of their wedding and marriage. It’s a memorable time for every couple.

So, why didn’t we see Gus and Harley’s wedding night?? I mean, sure, I understand they’d be on their honeymoon in Greece off the air since their portrayers took a two-week vacation. But couldn’t the wedding night still have been shown? Couldn’t TPTB have made room for it, even if it was only one little scene?

GusH is a very beloved couple that has existed for almost five years. They’ve been through so many obstacles together. They’ve had numerous good times and bad times. It took them so long to finally get married, which was a wonderful occasion. Their wedding was absolutely beautiful and perfect for them and the fans. After waiting years and months for it to happen, wouldn’t a wedding night have been fantastic? I believe it would have been icing on the cake!

Just imagine… GusH arrive at their gorgeous honeymoon suite in Santorini, and Gus carries his bride over threshold. They celebrate their love and marriage in romantic style… They have a lovely candlelight dinner with champagne. They share their sweet dessert and end up dancing to soft music. Any talking they do…is quite simple and romantic… They simply bask in their love and shut out the entire world. Eventually they make love for the first time as husband and wife; it’s very slow and gentle… They’d have the sexiest yet most loving love scene ever. Their afterglow would add to the love and beauty.

Now wouldn’t that have been wonderful to see? Wouldn’t it have been great to witness a part of their intimate happiness? How dare TPTB deprive us of Gus and Harley’s wedding night!

Wedding nights are obviously important to me. I believe they’re sacred, especially to true love soap opera couples. GusH is definitely true love. And yes, couples do marry more than once, but the very first time is the most special. I know I’m not the only one feeling deprived. But no matter what, I’m sure GusH’s wedding night was romantic and perfect for them. I bet it was one of the best nights of their life.

First Real Love

What do you think of when you hear Cross Creek?

You tend to think of Josh, Reva, and the Lewis family, right? I do too. But Cross Creek is significant to another couple…

Mallet and Harley first got together at Cross Creek way back in 1992. I wasn’t watching back then due to being too young, but someone hooked us fans up with some clips. It was good to finally see Beth Ehlers’ Harley with Mark Derwin’s Mallet and also to see Harley when she was just a cute, young thang.

Let me refresh your mind… Harley went to Cross Creek to avoid Mallet because she was angry after seeing him with another woman. He tracked her down to profess his love for her and to explain how the woman meant nothing to him. The woman took actions to get him, not the other way around. Mallet also explained how he wasn’t interested in the woman because there was someone else (Harley). He said the “L” word to Harley so many times while she tried to make sense of it and figure out how they’d be together. She professed her love too, and they spent plenty of quality time together (they made love for the first time).

So, now let me say how blessed I feel to have seen those scenes. I loved seeing the start of Harlet’s romantic relationship! It was a major point in Harlet history as well as a special time for Harleteers.

I’ve watched the scenes over and over again. What Harleteer hasn’t? But I’ll never forget the first time I saw them, after downloading them all first of course. I was lying on my bed on my stomach with my feet towards the headboard. I was wearing my terry-cloth robe. My eyes were glued to my laptop; each scene was wonderful and left me excited for the next. They were adorable and sweet together. I loved hearing them say “I love you”. I loved their song in the background: “When A Man Loves A Woman” by Percy Sledge; it set the tone perfectly… Love was in the air. And with the love scenes…my whole body was on fire; I really needed some cool air. Harlet were going slow and being very loving, but they were still so damn hot! The very last scene was the sweetest because they were just so happy to finally be in love together.

After seeing every scene, I had the biggest, brightest smile on my face. I was so happy! When I went downstairs, I stood in the doorway of the backdoor and embraced the cold, winter air. I really needed it, lol! And of course I went back and re-watched everything, but soon I was only re-watching the love scenes. They’re the best parts, lol!

All humor aside… Cross Creek showed how great Mallet and Harley were and proved what a supercouple they were. I assume they were the sweetest, hottest couple around back then. I’m sure I would have loved them if I had been old enough. Harley is good with anybody, and she seemed to be the best with Mallet (back then). He was her first true love; what they had was something special.

Can’t say that Cross Creek was the best Harlet time ever because I haven’t seen every Harlet scene, but it was definitely a memorable time. It’s a time for every Harleteer to enjoy and remember forever.

YAY!! Celebration!

Happy 6-Month Anniversary to Gus and Harley! I can't believe they got married six whole months ago! Where has the time gone?

I know it's not a happy time for them right now, but if they weren't apart like this, they'd be together and their marriage would still be going strong. We and Harley can still have some kind of celebration...like maybe a lovely toast to her and Gus or just Gus.

My toast: here's to Gus getting back to Harley really soon! I can't wait to see them together again!

So, Happy Anniversary, GusH!!! I'd love to see them happily married on their 1-year anniversary. Wouldn't that be such a romantic occasion? *sigh*